在我们与其他人交往的关系中
In our relations with other people,
我们主要讨论与评估...
we mainly discuss and evaluate
他们的性格与行为
their character and behavior.
这就是我与几乎所有
That is why I have withdrawn
所谓的“人际关系”绝缘的缘故
from nearly all so-called relations.
这使我晚年生活十分孤寂
This has made my old age rather lonely.
我的生活充满辛劳但我仍感激上苍
My life has been full of hard work, and I am grateful.
一开始我要赚钱糊口
It began as toil for bread and butter
后来醉心于科学研究
and ended in a love for science.
我有个儿子，他也是个医生 在隆德生活
I have a son, also a doctor, who lives in Lund.
他很多年前就结了婚 还没有孩子
He has been married for many years. They have no children.
我妈还健在 虽然年事已高但仍积极
My old mother is still alive and is very active, in spite of her age.
我内人凯琳早已去世
My wife Karin has been dead for many years.
波尔格教授 饭已经准备好了
Dinner is served, Professor Borg.
谢谢
Thank you.
我很幸运有个好管家
I am lucky in having a good housekeeper.
还有，我是个老学究
Perhaps I should add that I am an old pedant,
有时候我对我自己和身边人的
which at times has been rather trying
都相当冷酷
for myself and those around me.
我叫伊萨克·波尔格
My name is Isak Borg,
我今年78岁
and I am 78.
明天我要接受 隆德天主教大学的荣誉学位
Tomorrow I shall receive an honorary degree in Lund Cathedral.
野草莓
WI LD STRAWBERRI ES
在1月1日的早上
In the early hours ofJune 1 st,
我发了个古怪而不快的梦
I had a weird and very unpleasant dream.
梦中，我早上散步
I dreamt that during my morning walk
在空荡荡的街中迷路
I lost my way among empty streets
一片颓垣败瓦
with ruined houses.
你生病了？
Are you ill?
艾格达小姐 给我准备早餐，我要上车
Miss Agda, please prepare some breakfast. I'm taking the car.
教授你去睡吧 我9点钟泡咖啡给你
Please, Professor! Go back to bed and I'll bring you coffee at 9:00,
然后我们10点走
and we'll leave at 10:00 as planned.
好，那我不吃早餐了
Oh, well, I'll go without breakfast.
那谁收拾你的行李？
And who will pack your tails?
-我自己来 -那我呢？
- I will do it myself. - And what about me?
你可以坐车或坐飞机 随便你
You can come in the car or fly. Please yourself.
我很期待你拿到荣誉学位那一刻
I've looked forward to seeing you get your honorary degree.
现在万事俱备
And we had arranged everything so nicely,
你却要坐车
and now you're taking the car.
典礼5点才开始
The ceremony isn't until 5:00.
如果我现在走
If I leave at once, I've got 14 hours before the ceremony.
那么仪式还有14个小时才开始
那你就会搞得一团糟！
You'll ruin everything!
那你儿子怎么办？ 他在马尔莫机场等你啊
What about your son who is expecting you at the airport in Malmo?
你可以想个借口
You can think up an explanation.
如果你坐车，我就不来了
If you go by car, I won't come at all.
艾格达小姐，听着
Now listen, Miss Agda!
如果你坐车
Take the car, and you'll ruin the greatest day of my life.
那你将破坏我人生中最重要的一天
我们不是夫妇，艾格达小姐
We're not married, Miss Agda.
我每晚都为这事感谢上苍呢
I thank God for that every night.
我凭常识行事已经有74年 这次也不会错
I've used my common sense for 74 years, and it won't let me down now.
这就是你最后要说的吗？
Is that your last word?
没错
Yes.
但我要应付一个自私 乖张的老头
But I shall say plenty to myself about selfish, crabby old men
他毫不考虑忠心伺候了 他40年仆人的感受
who never think of those who have served them faithfully for 40 years.
长久以来我一直忍受你的嚣张跋扈
Incredible that I have put up...
真是难以置信
with your bossing for so long.
你一做决定我明天就走
Just give the word, and I'll leave tomorrow.
我明天还是要坐车 随便你怎么做
I'm going by car anyway, and you can do as you damn well please.
我是个成年人，不用你指挥
I happen to be grown-up and needn't take orders from you.
你收拾行李的功夫真到家啊
No one can pack like you, Miss Agda.
真的？
Really?
老滑头
Old sourpuss.
要我煮几个蛋吗？
Shall I boil you a couple of eggs?
好的，你真好
Yes, please, if you will be so extremely kind.
院系差点把我变成个“光荣的白痴”
The faculty should have made me honorary idiot.
我要送老女仆一件礼物来安慰她
I'll calm the old girl down with a present.
我讨厌记仇的人
I hate resentful people.
我连苍蝇都不忍心伤害 何况艾格达小姐？
I wouldn't hurt a fly, let alone Miss Agda.
要面包吗？
Toast?
不要，别为我费心了
No, don't trouble yourself on my account.
你为何生气啊？
What are you cross about?
你不喝一杯吗？
Don't you want a cup?
早上好，伊萨克叔叔
Good morning, Uncle Isak.
我的儿媳妇这么早出来？
Well, well, why is my daughter-in-law up at this hour?
你和艾姨大吵大闹 谁睡得着啊
Who can sleep when you and Aunt Agda are making such a row?
才没吵呢
There has been no row.
没
No, not at all.
你要开车去隆德？
You're taking the car to Lund?
对
Yes.
我可以跟你去吗？
Can I come with you?
你回家？
You're going home?
是，我想回家
Yes, I want to go home.
艾瓦尔德的家？
Home to Evald?
你不要问为什么
You don't need to ask why.
如果有钱我就坐火车了
I would take the train if I could afford it.
你当然可以和我们一起坐车
Of course you may ride with me.
我10分钟内就准备好
I'll be ready in ten minutes.
老天啊！
Good heavens!
别抽烟，我受不了烟味
Please don't smoke. I can't stand cigarette smoke.
我忘了
I forgot.
应该立法禁止女性吸烟
There should be a law forbidding women to smoke.
天气真好
Beautiful weather.
对，但阴暗
Yes, but sultry.
-可能有暴风雨 -我也这么想
- I think we'll have a thunderstorm. - So do I.
给我一根雪茄
No, give me a cigar anytime.
可以刺激人也可使人放松 男人的缺点
That's stimulating and relaxing. That's a vice for men.
女人的缺点是什么？
And what vices may a woman have?
爱哭，生孩子和讲隔壁的坏话
Weeping, giving birth and speaking ill of her neighbors.
伊萨克叔叔，你今年多大了？
How old are you really, Uncle Isak?
为何有此一问？
Why do you ask?
没什么，怎么了？
No reason. Why?
我知道你为什么问
I know why you asked.
嗯
Oh, well.
别装了。你不喜欢我 你从来没喜欢过我
Don't pretend. You don't like me. You never have.
你只是我的家翁
I only know you as a father-in-law.
为什么要回家？
Why are you going home?
心血来潮，没什么
On impulse. Nothing more.
艾瓦尔德是我儿子
Evald happens to be my son.
当然
So he is.
艾瓦尔德和我很像 我们都有自己的原则
Evald and I are very much alike. We have our principles.
你不需要告诉我这些
You don't need to tell me that.
例如借款问题
Now, this loan, for instance.
我知道你要说什么
I know exactly what you're going to say.
当他做助理教授时就应该还清债
He should have paid it back when he became an associate professor.
每年要还5000块有损他声誉
It's a matter of honor for him to pay back 5,000 a year,
如此类推
and so on, and so on.
君子一言驷马难追
A promise is a promise.
这意味着我们不可以自由在一起
For us, it means that we never can be free together,
你儿子要拼命干活
and that your son works himself to death.
你自己有收入
You have your own income.
特别是你还有很多臭钱
Especially when one considers the fact that you're filthy rich
你已经不需要钱
and don't need the money.
君子一诺千金 艾瓦尔德也尊重这事实
A promise is a promise. And I know Evald respects that.
也许吧。但他讨厌你
Perhaps. But he also hates you.
你们对我有什么意见？
What do you have against me?
要我说真话吗？
Shall I be frank?
对，我在问你
Yes, I'm asking you.
伊萨克叔叔，你这个自私的老头
You're a selfish old man, Uncle Isak.
你极端蛮横，刚愎自用
You're utterly ruthless and never listen to anyone but yourself.
以老式的礼貌和魅力作为伪装
But you hide it all behind your old-world manners and charm.
在你和善的外表下 你内心硬如冷铁
Beneath your benevolent exterior, you're as hard as nails.
我们已经认清你 你哄不了我们
But you can't fool us who have seen you at close quarters.
记得我一个月前找过你吗？
Remember when I came to you a month ago?
我愚蠢地认为你 会帮助我和艾瓦尔德
I had a stupid idea that you might help Evald and me.
所以我想跟你住一两个星期
So I asked to stay with you for a week or two.
你还记得你的答复吗？
Remember what you answered?
我说我很乐意啊
I said I'd be delighted.
也许你忘了，但你说...
Perhaps you've forgotten, but you said,
“别把我牵扯进你们的婚烟纠缠”
"Don't try to draw me into your marital squabbles.
“我才不在意”
I don't give a damn.
“你和艾瓦尔德尽力吧”
You and Evald must make the best of it."
我这样说吗？
Did I say that?
-还不止 -不
- Not only that. - Oh, no.
这是你的原话
These were your very words:
“我不管你们的精神煎熬”
"I have no respect for mental suffering,
“别向我哀求”
so don't come lamenting to me.
“如果你要治疗，找个精神医生”
If you need therapy, you'd better see a shrink.
“为什么不当官？现在很流行啊”
Or why not a minister? It's in fashion now."
我这样说？
Did I say that?
伊萨克叔叔，你的评语一点不含糊
Your judgments are very categorical, Uncle Isak.
我讨厌依赖你
I should hate to depend on you.
我喜欢有你在房子里作伴
I have liked having you about the house.
活像一只猫
Like a cat.
猫或人
A cat or a human being.
你是个不错的年轻女子 很遗憾你讨厌我
You're a fine young woman, and I'm sorry you dislike me.
-我并不讨厌你 -真的？
- I don't dislike you. - Really?
-我为你感到遗憾 -遗憾？
- I feel sorry for you. - Sorry?
我想告诉你我今早做的一个梦
I'd like to tell you about a dream I had this morning.
我对梦境没兴趣
I'm not very interested in dreams.
当然了
No. No, of course not.
你要去哪？
Where are you going now?
给你看点东西
I want to show you something.
我在那里度过了我20岁前的每个夏季
We lived here every summer during the first 20 years of my life.
当时有数十个小孩，也许你知道了
There were ten of us children. Perhaps you knew that.
现在还有人在住吗？
Does anyone live here now?
这个夏天没人了
No, not this summer.
如果你不介意，我去游泳 我们时间充裕
I'll go swimming, if you don't mind. We have plenty of time.
可以
Yes, by all means, do.
野草莓生长之地！
The place where wild strawberries grow!
也许我有点伤感
Perhaps I got a little sentimental.
也许我有点疲惫
Perhaps I got a little tired
一点伤心
and felt a bit sad.
有可能我开始会想起
It's not impossible that I began to think of this and that,
我孩提时代的玩乐场所
associated with places where I played as a child.
我不知怎么回事
I don't know how it happened,
但当天，现实...
but the day's clear reality
幻化成记忆中清晰的图像
dissolved into the even clearer images of memory
呈现于我眼前
that appeared before my eyes
真实事件有力地涌现
with the strength of a true stream of events.
莎拉
Sara.
莎拉
Sara,
我是你表哥伊萨克
it's your cousin Isak.
我已经老朽，样子大不如前
Well, I've become quite old, of course, so I don't look the same.
但你还是丝毫未变
But you, you haven't changed at all.
早上好，美丽的表妹 你在干什么？
Good morning, sweet cousin. What are you doing?
摘草莓，笨蛋，你看不到吗？
Picking strawberries, silly. Can't you see?
一位女士在清早所摘下的美味草莓...
And who shall be favored with these delicious berries
谁会有幸享用呢？
picked in the early morn by a lovely young woman?
废话。你很清楚这些草莓
Nonsense. You know quite well that it's Uncle Aron's name day today.
每次都献给艾隆叔叔
我忘了做礼物
I forgot to make a present.
只好给他一篮子野草莓做礼物
So he'll get a basket of wild strawberries instead.
我来帮你
I'll help you.
斯格布里特和查洛塔做了绣帷
You see, Sigbritt and Charlotta made a tapestry and Angelica baked a cake,
安杰里卡做了蛋糕
安娜画了一幅美丽的图
and Anna has painted a really good picture,
克里斯蒂娜和比尔吉塔要献唱一曲
and Kristina and Birgitta wrote a song that they'll sing to him.
这样最好，因为艾隆叔叔耳朵背
That's the best one. Uncle Aron is stone-deaf.
你真笨，他会很开心的
He'll be very pleased, and you're stupid.
你的脖子真可爱
And you have a darned cute nape.
你不该这样做
You know you shouldn't do that.
-谁说的？ -我说的
- Says who? - I say.
还有，你是个受不了苦...
Besides, you're an unusually insufferable young man
却自我感觉良好的年轻人
who thinks he's really something.
我是你表哥，你爱上了我
I'm your cousin, and you're in love with me.
爱你？
With you!
来吻我的嘴唇
Come and be kissed on the lips.
如果你硬来 我就告诉伊萨克你要强吻我
If you don't behave, I'll tell Isak you're always trying to kiss me.
小伊萨克！ 我一只手都能收拾他
Little Isak! I could beat him up with one arm.
你知道我和伊萨克秘密定终身
You know quite well that Isak and I are secretly engaged.
还算秘密？众人皆知
So secretly, everyone knows it.
双胞胎泄了密，不是我责任
It's not my fault that the twins let the cat out of the bag.
什么时候结婚？
When is the wedding? When is the wedding?
我不知道你们兄弟四人谁最不自负
I don't know which of you four brothers is the least conceited,
我认为是伊萨克最实在
but I think it's Isak.
伊萨克人最好
Isak is the nicest, anyway.
你最讨厌
And you're the horridest, nastiest,
最笨，我都找不到词来形容你
silliest, stupidest... I can't find the words to describe you!
认了吧，你对我有好感
Admit you've got a weak spot for me.
你身上有烟味
And you reek of cigars.
这是男子汉的味道
It's a nice manly smell.
那对无事不晓的双胞胎...
And the twins, who know most things,
说你和贝格伦德的那女孩闹翻了
say you've been up to no good with that Berglund girl.
双胞胎说她不是个好女孩 我也同意
She's not a nice girl, the twins say. And I agree.
你脸蛋绯红，甚是好看
How pretty you are when you blush.
你必须要吻我，我忍不住了
You must kiss me. I can't bear it any longer.
每当我想起此刻 我便深深地爱着你
Now that I think of it, I'm madly in love with you.
-说说而已 -不
- You're just saying that. - No.
双胞胎说...
And the twins say
你为女孩狂
that you're mad about girls.
是真的吗？
Is that true?
看你做的好事！
Oh, look what you've done!
如果伊萨克真的爱我，他会怎么说呢？
And what will Isak say, who really loves me?
我真伤心！你伤害了我
I'm so sad! You've hurt me so!
你使我成为一个坏女人
You've made a bad woman of me.
不管怎么说
At any rate, nearly.
我再也不想看见你 起码在午餐前
I never want to see you again, at least not before brunch.
我要快点。帮我摘草莓
I have to hurry. Help me pick up the strawberries.
哦，我的围裙脏了
Oh, and now I've got a stain on my apron!
伊萨克呢？
Where's Isak?
去外面和爸爸钓鱼 他们没听到锣声
Out fishing with Papa, and they can't hear the gong.
爸爸说午餐可不能等
Anyway, Papa said not to wait with brunch.
以耶稣之名我们就坐
In Jesus' name we take our seat.
天主护佑，赐与我们食物，阿门
Bless, O Lord, this food we eat. Amen.
本杰明，马上去洗手
Benjamin, go and wash your hands at once.
你要什么时候才懂得保持清洁？
How old do you have to be to learn cleanliness?
我懂啊
I have.
斯格布里特，把粥给安杰里卡
Sigbritt, pass Angelica the porridge.
你的指甲太脏了
Your fingernails are filthy.
哈格巴特，给我面包
Hagbart, pass the bread.
不要涂这么多黄油
Don't take so much butter.
查洛塔，你把盐弄湿了 都结块了
Charlotta, the salt is lumpy. You let it get damp.
我告诫你很多次别干坐着
How often have I told you not to let it sit out?
只是我指甲里的油漆
It's paint under my nails.
谁给我摘的野草莓？
Who gathered the wild strawberries for me?
-我 -什么？
- I did. - What?
大声点，亲爱的 艾隆叔叔听不清
Speak up, dear. Uncle Aron can't hear.
是我！
I did!
你竟然记得我名字
Fancy your remembering my name day.
你真好
How kind of you.
叔叔可以喝一杯以示庆祝吗？
Couldn't Uncle have a drink to celebrate?
爸爸在家的时候千万别这样
Never when Papa is not at home.
叔叔已经喝了3杯
Uncle has already had three drinks.
我们在8点去洗澡时候看见他
We saw him when we went out to bathe at 8:00.
你们也去了摘草莓，谢谢
So you've picked berries too. Thank you.
双胞胎，该说的时候才说
Twins, speak when spoken to.
你们没收拾好床铺 把银器弄干
And as you didn't make your beds, you can dry the silver.
照阿姨所说的做
You will do as Auntie says.
本杰明，别咬指甲
Benjamin, don't bite your nails.
安娜，你在做什么？ 你可不是小孩子
Anna, what are you doing? Remember you're not a little girl anymore.
我想把我的画给叔叔
I want to give Uncle my picture.
阿姨，现在可以送礼物了吗？
Please, Auntie, can't we give him our presents now?
-你们的礼物呢？ -在桌子下面
- Where is your present? - Under the table.
不行，吃完饭再说
No, after we've eaten.
高级艺术品：弗里约夫和英格伯格
A very advanced work of art: Fritjof and Ingeborg.
我分不出哪个是弗里约夫！
You can't tell which is Fritjof!
刚才莎拉和斯格弗里德
What were Sara and Sigfrid doing in the wild strawberry patch?
在草莓园里做什么？
我们看见你们！
We saw you! We saw you!
这两个活宝应该戴个口罩
The twins ought to be muzzled.
你们两个安静点否则离开饭桌
The twins will be quiet or leave the table.
禁止言论自由啦？
No freedom of speech, eh?
闭嘴，混蛋
Shut up, you brats.
莎拉脸红了！
Sara's blushing! Sara's blushing!
斯格弗里德也脸红！ 莎拉和斯格弗里德！
Sigfrid is blushing too! Sigfrid and Sara! Sigfrid and Sara!
大家安静！
Quiet, everybody!
莎拉！
But Sara!
她们在说谎！
They're lying! They're lying!
伊萨克人很好
Isak is so fine and good,
品行端正并且敏感
so moral and sensitive.
他想我们来读诗
He wants us to read poetry
谈论来世
and talk about the next life
弹奏钢琴
and play four-handed piano.
他只会暗暗地拥吻我
And he only wants to kiss in the dark,
谈论罪恶
and he talks about sin.
他水平太高
He's on such a terribly high level,
我觉得我没用
and I feel so worthless.
无庸置疑，我没用
And I am worthless... there's no denying it.
有时候我觉得我比伊萨克老许多
But sometimes it seems to me that I'm a lot older than Isak,
你知道吗？
if you know what I mean.
虽然我们同龄但他像个孩子
And then I think he's a child, although we're the same age.
斯格弗里德这么放肆妄为 我想回家了
And Sigfrid is so bold and exciting, and I want to go home.
这个夏天我不想呆在这
I don't want to be here all summer
成为你们和双胞胎的笑柄
and be an object of ridicule for the twins and all of you.
我不想！
I don't want to!
我对斯格弗里德说说
I'll speak to Sigfrid.
如果他不听话
If he doesn't behave,
我要他整个暑假都学习
I'll make sure he's made to study during the summer holidays.
爸爸会轻松办到
Papa will fix that as easy as anything.
斯格弗里德一无是处 需要锻炼一下
He too thinks Sigfrid is a good-for-nothing and needs to work.
可怜的小伊萨克对我这么好
Poor little Isak who's so good to me.
一切都太不公平了
How unfair everything is.
一切都会好起来的
All will be well, you'll see.
听着，他们向艾隆叔叔献唱
Listen, now they're singing for Uncle Aron.
为聋子写歌，多傻啊
How silly to write a song for a deaf old man.
典型的傻瓜双子星
How typical of the twins.
花儿点头，绿草弯腰
Flowers nod, grasses bow
在我们美丽的家园
Around our lovely house
我们以歌声来恭祝...
We our Uncle Aron celebrate
艾隆叔叔
And with our song
来装饰他的前额
Ornament his brow
为艾隆叔叔欢呼
Four cheers for Uncle Aron.
呼啦！
Hurrah, hurrah, hurrah, hurrah!
我要下去见伊萨克和叔叔
I'll run down and meet Isak and Uncle.
去吧
You do that.
我感到极端空虚和悲伤
I was overwhelmed by feelings of emptiness and sadness,
但马上从我梦幻中醒来
but was soon awakened from my reveries
一个女孩的声音不断问我
by the voice of a young girl asking me repeatedly about something.
这是你家吗？
Is this your house?
不是
No, it's not.
幸好你说了真话
You're lucky to be telling the truth.
我爸爸拥有整个峡角 包括房子
It's my dad who owns the whole headland, including the house.
我两百年前曾经住在那里
I lived here once. Two hundred years ago.
是吗？
Oh, yeah?
-在大门旁边的那辆车是你的吗？ -对
- Is that your car up at the gate? - Yes, that's my car.
像古董
Looks antique.
对，车如其主
Yes, it's antique, like its owner.
你也真会自嘲，了不起
So you have self-irony too. That's fantastic.
你去哪？往哪边走？
Where are you going? I mean, in which direction?
我要去隆德
Well, I'm going to Lund.
我们刚好同路，我要去意大利
But that suits me perfectly. You see, I'm on my way to Italy.
我真荣幸
I'm honored.
我叫莎拉，挺愚蠢的名字吧
My name's Sara. Silly name, isn't it?
我叫伊萨克，名字也挺蠢的
My name's Isak. It's silly too.
他们结婚了吗？
Weren't they married?
还没有。那是亚伯拉罕和莎拉
No, unfortunately. That was Abraham and Sara.
我们走吧
Let's leave, then.
女士在等我。她来了
I have another lady with me. Here she comes.
-玛丽安，这是莎拉 -你好
- Marianne, this is Sara. - Hello.
我们去隆德的路上有伴了
We're going to have company as far as Lund.
莎拉去意大利 但她会与我们同行
Sara's off to Italy, but she's promised to ride a ways with us.
又是讽刺话，但恰如其份
Ironic again, but it suits you.
我们走
Let's be off.
嘿，我可以搭便车到意大利
Hey, guys, I've got a lift almost to Italy.
这是安德斯 那是维克多 而这是伊萨克爷爷
That's Anders and that's Viktor and this is Father Isak.
你盯着的美人叫玛丽安
That peach you're gaping at is Marianne.
车可真大
What a big bus.
是啊，我们够坐
Yes, there's room for us all.
请把行李放进车厢
Put your luggage in the trunk, if you don't mind.
伊萨克，安德斯和我都很坚定
I must tell you, Isak, that Anders and I are going steady.
我们疯狂爱着对方
We're crazy about each other.
我爸坚持要维克多来陪我们
Viktor's the chaperone. Daddy insisted.
维克多也爱上了我
Viktor is in love with me too.
这真是老爸的聪明之举
It's a brilliant move of Daddy's.
我可能要引诱维克多才能甩掉他
I may have to seduce Viktor to get rid of him.
我还是处女 所以我才这么大胆
I'd better tell you I'm a virgin. That's why I'm so cheeky.
我抽烟
And I smoke a pipe.
维克多说这对你好 他疯狂地追求健康
Viktor says it's good for you. He's crazy about anything healthy.
我曾经爱上一个 叫莎拉的女人
I was once in love with a woman called Sara.
不！她像我，对吧？
No! She was like me, wasn't she?
的确
She was, actually.
她怎么了？
What happened to her?
她嫁给我兄弟斯格弗里德 并且有了6个孩子
She married my brother Sigfrid and had six children.
她75岁了，还是个漂亮的老妇人
She's 75 now and quite a beautiful old lady.
没有事情比变老更可怕
I can't think of anything worse than growing old.
亲爱的，我说错话了
Oh, dear, now I have put my foot in it.
你还行吧？
Are you all right?
我没有借口，这都是我们的错
I have no excuse. It's all our fault.
我太太在开车。你没事吧？
My wife was driving. Are you all right?
肇事者先报名，我叫艾尔曼
The murderers must introduce themselves! My name's Alman.
这是我内人贝丽特 可以看出她以前是个演员
That's my wife Berit. You can see she has been an actress.
情况很复杂，当时...
That's the complication we were discussing when...
贝丽特，到这来说声对不起
Come here, Berit, and say you're sorry.
对不起，都是我不对
I'm so sorry. It was all my fault.
车转弯时我差点撞到我丈夫
I was just going to hit my husband when that curve appeared.
愿上帝降其惩罚于某人 你是天主教徒吗？
God punishes some people at once, eh, you Catholic?
我们去扶正你的车吧
Let's get your car upright.
-不用为我们操心 -斯腾，住嘴
- Oh, never mind us. Please. - Shut up, Sten.
有人很无私，虽然你不认同
Some people are unselfish, though you don't think so.
我们受了撞击，我太太还心有余悸
My wife is a little nervous. We've had a shock.
看啊，他在和一帮年轻人比劲...
Just look at him measuring his strength with the youngsters,
在那个可爱女孩面前显示 他松弛的肌肉
straining his flabby muscles to show off in front of that cute girl.
亲爱的，你脑震荡了吧
Darling, you might have a stroke.
我妻子喜欢嘲笑我
My wife likes ridiculing me.
随她说，这是精神治疗
I let her. It's psychotherapy.
我永不知道我妻子 是真的在哭或只是假装
I never know whether my wife is really crying or just playacting.
如果是假装的我愿被天打雷劈
I'll be damned if it isn't real.
等你瞥见死亡时自然会如此
It happens when you catch a glimpse of death.
你闭嘴吧
Can't you shut up?
我妻子的命不长了
My wife can really live a part.
两年来我一直以为她患了癌症
For two years, she made me think she had cancer
各种可能的症状在困扰我们
and plagued us with every possible symptom,
但医生不能找出她的病源
even though the doctors could find nothing wrong with her.
最后她比医生更加可信
Eventually we believed her more than the doctors!
你沮丧，这很自然
It's natural that you're upset,
但可否别打扰你妻子？
but why not leave your wife in peace for a while?
女人有权利流泪
A woman has a right to her tears, eh?
不要阻止女人流泪
Don't get in the way of a woman's tears.
你真漂亮，但老贝丽特的姿色 已逐渐消逝
You are beautiful, but old Berit's a bit past her prime.
所以你可以去保护她
So you can afford to defend her.
出于某些原因，我同情她
I sympathize with her. For several reasons.
真讽刺！
Very sarcastic!
而你好像一点都不歇斯底里
Yet you don't seem in the least hysterical.
小贝丽特才是
But little Berit is.
你知道这意味着什么？
Do you know what that means for me?
我认为你是天主教徒
I gather you're a Catholic.
对啊。我就这样处理
Quite right. That's how I stand it.
我俩相互嘲弄
We ridicule each other.
她有她的歇斯底里 我有我的天主教义
She has her hysteria. I have my Catholicism.
看到了吧，我们俩相互依存
So, you see, we need each other.
出于自我意识 我们才没有相互杀戮
It's only egoism that we haven't killed each other.
她又发作了
There it came.
就是所谓的晕厥症吧
That's what is called syncopes, isn't it?
真有趣
Very funny.
如果我有时钟 我就策划一次定时爆炸
If I'd had a stopwatch, I could have timed the explosion.
住嘴！
Shut up! Shut up!
我可能有点直白
This may be too blunt,
看在孩子们份上，请你们离开
but for the children's sake, will you please get out.
请原谅我们
Forgive us, if you can.
故地重游真是百感交杂啊
It was with mixed feelings I saw this region again.
我第一次实习行医就在这里
I had my first practice here,
我母亲住在附近
and my old mother lives nearby.
您好，医生
Hello there, Doctor.
医生，你重回故里啊
So you're in these parts again, Doctor?
你要加油吗？把钥匙给我
Shall I fill it up? Pass me the key to the hood.
爱娃！来这里一下
Eva! Come here a moment!
波尔格医生亲自来了
It's Dr. Borg in person.
爸爸妹妹以及整个村子 都在谈论他
Mom and Dad and the whole countryside still talk about him.
他是世界上最出色的医生
The world's best doctor.
我们的孩子就以他名字命名吧
Let's call the baby after him.
伊萨克·艾克曼 就算总理大人
Isak Akerman... not a bad name for a prime minister.
取这样的名字也不为过
如果是女的呢？
Suppose it's a girl.
肯定是男孩
We only have boys.
你爸最近怎么样？
And how's your father these days?
父亲日渐老弱
Oh, Dad's getting a bit decrepit.
但妈妈还像蟋蟀般活泼
But Mom's as lively as a cricket.
医生，你要见你的母亲吗？
And you're going to see your mother, Doctor?
她真是太了不起了 她肯定超过了95岁
She's amazing. She must be at least 95.
-96岁 -难以置信
- Ninety-six. - Imagine that.
我欠你多少钱？
What do I owe you?
-我和爱娃请客！ -不行
- This is on Eva and me! - Absolutely not!
医生，别侮辱了我们
Don't insult us, Doctor. We can do the proper thing too!
我们也会做该做的事！
为什么你要为我的汽油而掏钱包呢？
Why should you pay for my gasoline?
有些东西是还不清的
There are things that can't be paid back...
就算用汽油也还不清
not even with gas.
我没忘却
We haven't forgotten.
问问周围的人吧
Ask anyone around here.
他们都还惦挂你的恩情
They all remember your kindness.
也许我应该留下
Maybe I should have stayed here.
你这话怎讲？
What do you mean?
你说你应该留下
You said you should have stayed.
我说过吗？
Did I?
嗯，那就多谢了
Well, thanks anyway.
如果你们诞下新儿 我就做他的教父吧
Let me know when the new son arrives, and I'll be the godfather.
你们知道去那里找我
You know where to find me.
午餐时我兴高采烈
During lunch I was in good spirits
向后辈们倾诉了我在区里 充当医务官的岁月
and told the young people about my years as district medical officer.
我的故事很受用
My stories were quite a success,
他们不仅是出于礼貌而欢笑
and I don't think they laughed merely out of courtesy.
在午餐里我喝了酒 然后喝混了咖啡的葡萄酒
I had wine with the lunch, and then port with the coffee.
啊，天地万物尽露美态
Ah, when creation shows so much beauty,
其源之光华何其耀眼！
how radiant must be its source!
他要成为官员而维克多要成为医生
He is going to be a minister, and Viktor a doctor.
我们说好了在旅途中不要背诗
Reciting poetry is against our agreement
不要谈论神
not to discuss God or science on this trip.
诗句太动人了
It was beautiful!
现在怎会有人学会如何做官！
How can anyone today study to become a minister!
你的理性干枯如尘
Your rationalism is as dry as dust.
我说现代人啊...
I say that modern man...
我说啊
I say that...
现代人只着眼于自己...
believes only in himself
与其生物意义上的死亡
and his biological death.
这种现代人只是你 一厢情愿的想象而已
Modern man is a figment of your imagination.
人畏惧死亡
Man regards death with horror.
宗教之于人类 有如鸦片之于病恙肢体
Religion for the people. Opium for the aching limb.
他俩真可爱
How sweet they both are!
我的意见总是与最后 跟我交谈之人的相符
I always agree with the one I spoke with last.
你曾经相信有圣诞老人 现在信有神灵
Once you believed in Santa Claus... now in God.
你从来不想象一下！
You never had any imagination!
教授，您的意见呢？
What do you say, Professor?
无论我讲什么都会遇到冷嘲热讽
Whatever I said would be met with tolerant irony,
所以我保持缄默
so I'll say nothing.
那他们肯定很失望
I'm sure they'll be disappointed.
不，莎拉，他们会很开心
No, Sara. Very, very happy.
“破晓时刻我寻觅之友”
"Where is the friend I seek
“汝在何方？”
at break of day?
“夜幕降临...”
When night falls, when..."
“夜幕降临，其踪难觅”
"When night falls, I still have not found Him."
“吾焦虑之心觅得其迹”
"My burning heart shows me His traces..."
教授，你信教的吗？
Are you religious, Professor?
“花开之地”
"I see His traces
“吾见其迹”
wherever flowers bloom.
“其爱弥漫于空气”
His love is mingled with every air."
“其声得闻于夏风”
"His voice calls in the summer wind."
不错的爱情诗歌
Not bad for a love poem.
我突然变庄严，不知何故
I've gone all solemn again for no reason.
我要探探我老妈，一会回来
Well, I'm going to call on my mother. I'll be back soon.
-我可以跟你去吗？ -当然
- May I come? - Of course.
雷声大作
Here comes the thunder.
在您生日的那天我
I have just sent you a telegram
拍了封电报给你
on your great day.
现在你来了
And now you're here.
亲爱的妈妈 我们都拥有光辉时刻
We all have our bright moments, dear Mother.
那边那个人是你妻子？
Is that your wife over there?
我不想和她交谈
I don't want to talk to her.
她伤我们太深
She has done us too much harm.
不是啊，母亲
No, Mother dear.
这是艾瓦尔德的妻子，玛丽安
This is Evald's wife, Marianne.
叫她进来问好吧
Well, let her come and say hello to me.
早上好，波尔格太太
Good day, Mrs. Borg.
为什么你们到处游荡？
And why are you gadding about like this?
我来斯德哥尔摩探望您
I have been in Stockholm for a visit.
那为什么不带艾瓦尔德和他孩子来？
Why aren't you with Evald and the child?
艾瓦尔德和我还没有孩子
Evald and I have no children.
看看现在这些年轻人！ 我生了十胎
These young people nowadays! I bore ten children.
请把那边那个盒子给我
Will you please hand me that big box over there.
我妈妈住在这房子里
My mother lived in this house.
伊萨克 你还记得什么时候来探她吗？
Do you remember coming to see her, Isak?
记忆犹新
Very well.
这是你的玩具
Here are some of your toys.
我一直在想这些玩具是哪个孩子的
I have been trying to think which of you owned what.
除了伊萨克，其他9个孩子都夭折了
Ten children, and all dead except Isak.
20个孙子中
Twenty grandchildren.
只有艾瓦尔德来探望过我
Evald's the only one who comes to see me.
别误会我，我没自怨自艾
Don't get me wrong... I'm not complaining.
有15个曾孙我还素未谋面
Fifteen great-grandchildren whom I have never seen.
他们生日时我都寄了礼物
I send presents for all their birthdays.
他们回信答谢，但从未回来省亲
I get letters of thanks, but nobody bothers to visit me
除非是回来借钱
unless they want to borrow money.
哦，我知道我烦到你们了
Oh, I know I'm tiresome.
别这样想，妈妈
Don't think that, Mother.
我还犯了个错误
And I've one more fault.
就是还活看
I don't die.
这些狡猾的年轻人已经按他们意愿...
The inheritance isn't being divided up
来瓜分我的遗产
the way these crafty young people had planned.
这是斯格布里特的玩偶
This was Sigbritt's doll.
她8岁时我给她的
She got it when she turned eight.
这件衣服是我亲手缝的
I made the dress myself.
但她不屑一顾
But she never cared for it
所以我给了查洛塔
so it went to Charlotta.
我清楚记得，她很爱护这衣裳
She took care of it... I remember it clearly.
你知道这是谁吗？
Do you see who that is?
斯格弗里特当时3岁而你5岁
Sigfrid was three and you were five.
这是我
And myself.
回首往事，惊梦一场
What a fright one looked in those days.
我能拿走吗？
May I have it?
随便，垃圾一堆而已
By all means. It's only rubbish.
还有本彩色书
And here's a coloring book.
我不记得是谁的了
I don't know whose it was.
他们都把名字写上去
They've all put their names in it.
克里斯蒂娜潦草地涂上：
Kristina has scrawled:
“世间上我最爱我老爸”
"I love Papa more than anything in the whole world."
比尔吉塔写：“我要嫁给爸爸”
And Birgitta has put: "I'm going to marry Papa."
滑稽吧？每次看到我都莞尔
Isn't that funny? I laughed when I saw it.
觉得这里冷吗？
Don't you think it's cold in here?
不觉得啊
No, not particularly.
阴寒伴了我一生
I have felt cold all my life.
胃部甚感寒冷 真想知道怎么回事
Mostly my stomach. I wonder why.
你血压低
You have low blood pressure.
我们去喝茶，坐下来聊吧
Let us have some tea, and we can sit and talk.
谢谢，不用了，妈妈 我们不想再打扰您
No, thank you, Mother. We won't disturb you any longer.
大孩子斯格布里特 将踏入人生第50个年头
Sigbritt's eldest boy will soon be 50.
我想把他父亲的金表给他
I thought of giving him Father's gold watch.
没有指针，行吗？
It has no hands. Does that matter?
我记得斯格布里特的孩子刚出生时
I remember when Sigbritt's boy was a newborn.
他常躺在避暑庄的丁香园里
He used to lie in the lilac arbor at the summer house.
现在他已50知天命
Now he's turning 50.
他表亲莎拉常背看他周围逛 还唱歌给他听
And little cousin Sara used to carry him around and sing to him.
她嫁给了斯格弗里特 那个一无是处的家伙
She married Sigfrid, that good-for-nothing.
好了，你们要走了 否则你赶不上典礼了
Well, you must go now, or you'll be late for the ceremony.
很高兴你来了，希望可以再见
I am very glad you came, and I hope to see you again.
代我向艾瓦尔德问好。再见
Give my love to Evald. Good-bye.
安德斯和维克多呢？
Where are Anders and Viktor?
他们在争论有关神灵的问题
They started arguing about God, and then they lost their tempers.
随后双方都大动肝火
安德斯要扭维克多的手臂
And Anders tried to twist Viktor's arm,
维克多说神灵是否存在是个糟糕的问题
and Viktor said that was a lousy argument for God's existence.
我说那你们讨论我算了
I said they could talk about me instead.
然后他们叫我闭嘴 因为我不晓他们的辩论
Then they told me to shut up because I didn't understand the debate,
所以我走咯
so I left.
他们到山上争论 因为他们都坚信...
They went up the hill to fight it out because each insisted...
对方伤害了 自己内心最深处的感情
the other had hurt his innermost feelings.
-他们现在在哪？ -上面
- Where are they now? - Up there.
我去看看他们
I'll see to them.
他俩你喜欢哪个？
Which one do you like best?
他俩你喜欢哪个？
Which one do you like best?
不知道。安德斯要做官
I don't know. Anders is going to be a minister...
我喜欢他
He's a darling.
但要做一个官员的妻子...
But a minister's wife...
维克多也很好。只是角度不同
Viktor's nice too. In a different way.
-维克多更有前途 -此话何解？
- Viktor will go far, of course. - What do you mean?
医生可以谋利 官员已经过时
A doctor earns more money. And ministers are out of date.
虽然他有修长的双腿 脖子也很可爱
Though he has got nice legs and a sweet neck.
但有人相信神之存在吗？
But how can anyone believe in God?
神是否存在？
Well? Does God exist?
我打了瞌睡，但我做了些恶梦 历历在目
I dozed off, but was haunted by vivid
深感耻辱
and humiliating dreams.
梦中景像触目惊心
There was something overpowering in these dream images
毫不留情地冲击着我内心
that bored relentlessly into my mind.
伊萨克，你照过镜子吗？
Have you looked in the mirror, Isak?
我让你来看看你现在的样子
Then I'll show you what you look like.
你已是风烛残年的老人 行将就木
You're a worried old man who's soon going to die,
但我的人生才刚开始
but I have all my life before me.
毕竟，你的感情受到了挫折
That hurt your feelings, after all.
我没有受挫折
No, it didn't hurt.
你受到了挫折 因为你不能接受现实
Yes, it hurt because you can't bear the truth.
现实是我考虑得过分周到
The truth is that I've been too considerate.
以至于无意间显得无情
And so became unintentionally cruel.
我明白了
I understand.
不，你根本不明白 我们道不同不相为谋
No, you don't understand. We don't speak the same language.
再端详一下镜子
Look in the mirror again.
不要逃避
No, don't turn away.
我看见了
I see.
听我说
Listen to me.
我要和你兄弟斯格弗里特结婚
I'm going to marry your brother Sigfrid.
我们之间的爱情几乎是游戏一场
Love is almost a game for us.
看看你自己的脸，笑一下！
Look at your face now. Try to smile!
没错！好一个浅笑
There! Now you're smiling.
但内心隐隐作痛
But it hurts so.
你作为荣耀教授 应该知晓痛楚的原因
As professor emeritus, you ought to know why it hurts.
但你并不了解
But you don't know.
你知识渊博但不是无所不晓
You know so much, and you don't know anything.
我要走了
I must go.
我答应了要照顾 斯格布里特的婴儿
I promised to keep an eye on Sigbritt's baby.
可怜的小家伙
Poor little thing.
嘘，小婴，睡吧
Hush, baby. Sleep.
勿惧大风
Don't be afraid of the wind
勿惧鸟禽
or the birds
勿惧海潮
or the waves of the sea.
我将陪着你，抱着你
I'm here with you, holding you tight.
别怕，小家伙
Don't be afraid, little one.
早晨即将到来
It will soon be day again.
没有人可以伤害你
No one will hurt you.
我将陪着你，抱着你
I am with you. I am holding you.
波尔格教授，请进
Please come in, Professor Borg.
考试的书你带了吗？
Have you brought your examination book?
请用显微镜观察细菌标本
Please identify the bacterial specimen under the microscope.
一定出了什么问题
There must be something wrong.
不是显微镜的问题
Not with the microscope.
我什么都看不见
I can't see a thing.
看看这段文字
Please read this text.
什么意思？
What does it mean?
我不知道
I don't know.
真的？
Really?
我是个医生 可不是个语言学家
I'm a doctor, not a linguist.
黑板上写的正是医生的首要责任
What you see on the blackboard is a doctor's first duty.
你不知道是什么吗？
Don't you know what that is?
我想想看
Let me think.
慢慢想
Take your time.
医生的首要责任
A doctor's first duty...
医生...
A doctor's...
我忘了
I've forgotten.
医生首要责任就是要求得别人宽恕
A doctor's first duty is to ask for forgiveness.
对！我记起来了！
Of course! Now I remember!
你被控有罪
You have been accused of guilt.
你还不明白你的控罪 我来记录一下
I'll make a note that you haven't understood the charge.
你说真的？
Is it serious?
是的，教授，真不幸
Unfortunately, Professor.
我心脏功能衰弱
I have a weak heart.
我岁数已大
I'm an old man.
你要对我宽容点。这很公平啊
You must be lenient with me. It's only fair.
你没能把自己心意 反映在试卷上
There's nothing about your heart in my papers.
你想终结这场考试吗？
Do you want to stop the examination?
不要啊，看在老天的份上
No, for God's sake, no!
请诊断一下病人
Please diagnose the patient.
病人已经死了
The patient is dead.
你在我书上写什么？
What are you writing in my book?
-判决 -就是这个？
- My verdict. - And that is?
你被控玩忽职守
That you are incompetent.
同时你还被控在其他小方面 也有严重罪行
You are also accused of some minor but still serious offenses.
鲁莽，自私，无礼
Callousness, selfishness, ruthlessness.
你妻子起诉你
Your wife has made the charge.
你将和她对质
You'll be confronted with her.
我妻子几年前已经去世了！
But my wife has been dead for years!
你以为我在开玩笑吗？
Do you think I'm joking?
跟我来
Please come with me.
你别无选译
You have no choice.
许多人会忘记死去了30年的女人
Many forget a woman who has been dead for 30 years.
有些人会珍惜甜蜜 流逝的情景
Some cherish a sweet and fading picture,
但你心中会常常浮现该情景
but you can recall this scene at any time.
1917年5月1日 星期二
Tuesday, May 1 st, 1917.
你就站在这里
You stood on this very spot.
看到也听到那双男女所做的一切
And heard and saw what that man and woman said and did.
我回家告诉伊萨克 我知道他会怎么说
Now I'll go home and tell Isak. I know just what he'll say.
“可怜的女孩，我真抱歉”
"My poor girl, I'm sorry for you."
好像自己是神仙一般
Just as if he were God.
然后我就哭着说：“你真的感到抱歉？”
Then I'll weep and say, "Do you really feel sorry for me?"
他就说：“是啊 ，非常抱歉”
He'll say, "Yes, very sorry."
我就哭得更厉害 请他原谅我
Then I'll weep even more and ask him to forgive me.
他会说
He'll say,
“你不要请求我的宽恕 没有什么要宽恕的”
"You mustn't beg my forgiveness. There is nothing to forgive."
但他口心不一
But he doesn't mean a word he says
因为他像冷冰一般无情
because he's cold as ice.
一时他突然变得很温柔
And suddenly he gets very tender,
我向他高呼“你已经疯了”
and I scream at him that he's mad
“你的虚伪令我作呕”
and that his hypocrisy makes me sick.
然后他给我打镇静剂
Then he says he'll get me a sedative
他明白应该如何处理
and that he understands everything quite well.
我说，我今天的处境都拜他所赐
And I tell him it's his fault that I am as I am.
他一脸悲伤，承认是他不对
And he looks sad and says it is his fault.
但他不是真的在意
But he doesn't really care about anything
因为他是如此冷酷
because he's so cold.
她在哪里？
Where is she?
消失了。一切皆空
Gone. All are gone.
她在手术中死去，教授
Removed by an operation, Professor.
医学杰作。毫无痛楚
A surgical masterpiece. No pain.
她不用流血，不用颤抖
Nothing that bleeds or trembles.
走得多么安祥啊
How silent it is.
真是完美的成就啊，教授
A perfect achievement in its way, Professor.
我的惩罚是什么？
And the punishment?
我不知道。我猜照常规办吧
I don't know. The usual, I suppose.
常规？
The usual?
孤寂
Loneliness.
孤寂？
Loneliness?
真是
Precisely.
没情可讲吗？
Is there no mercy?
别向我求情，我不知道
Don't ask me. I don't know.
这是什么？
What's this?
孩子们想活动一下腿脚
The children wanted to stretch their legs.
但外面还阴雨绵绵
But it's still raining.
我告诉了他们你的事 他们想褒奖你
I told them about today and they want to honor you.
刚才睡得好吗？
Slept well?
还行，但刚才我做了个最怪异的梦
Yes, but recently I've had the weirdest dreams,
醒来时候犹记得这些我不愿听到的话
as if I must tell myself something I won't listen to when I'm awake.
什么梦？
What's that?
我死了。虽然我还活看
That I'm dead. Although I'm alive.
你和艾瓦尔德一个样
You and Evald are very alike.
你说过了
So you've said.
他也说过同样的话
He said the same thing.
关于我的话？
About me?
不，关于他自己
No. About himself.
他才38岁
But he's only 38.
你想听我说吗？
May I tell you about it?
洗耳恭听
Yes, I'd be grateful.
几个月前我和艾瓦尔德谈心
A few months ago I wanted to talk to Evald,
他和我开车到海边
so he drove me down to the sea.
外面下着雨 他就坐在你现在的位置
It was raining then too. He sat where you sit now.
你吊起了我的胃口 你想说什么
Well, you've trapped me. What do you want to say?
不中听的事
Something unpleasant, of course.
我真希望别这样
I wish I didn't have to.
你有外遇
You have found someone else.
别孩子气了
Don't be childish.
你神情肃穆地对我说 有东西要告诉我
You tell me in funereal tones that you must talk to me,
现在却欲语还休
and then you find it hard to begin.
看在老天份上，别让我坐立不安
Come on, for heaven's sake! Don't keep me on tenterhooks!
我几乎要笑出来了
I almost want to laugh now.
你想我要跟你说啥？
Whatever do you think I'm going to tell you?
难道是我杀了人或偷了系里的钱？
That I've killed someone, or stolen the faculty funds?
我怀孕了
I'm going to have a baby.
你确定？
Are you sure?
医生昨天告诉我
The doctor told me yesterday.
这是秘密
So that was the secret.
我心意已决，要保住这孩子
I might as well tell you that I intend to have this child.
-你下定决心？ -对
- You've made up your mind? - Yes, I have.
你知道我不想要孩子
You know I don't want a child.
你要在我和孩子间做个抉择
You'll have to choose between me and the child.
-可怜的艾瓦尔德 -别叫我“可怜”！
- Poor Evald. - Don't "poor Evald" me!
把孩子带到世间这个想法太荒谬了
It's absurd to bring children into this world
而且竟然认为和他一起比我们在一起更好
and think they'll be better off than we are.
-这是借口 -随你怎么想
- That's just an excuse. - Call it what you want.
我是个失败婚烟里出来的孩子 没人关心我
I was an unwanted child in a hellish marriage.
他还认我是他儿子吗？
Is he even sure I'm his son?
你这样做可没任何借口
That's no excuse for behaving like this.
我3点要回医院了
I must be at the hospital at 3:00.
我既没时间也没欲望来讨论这个问题
I have neither the time nor the desire to discuss this any further.
你这懦夫
You're a coward.
对
Yes.
这样的生活令我窒息
This life sickens me.
我不想被迫承担责任...
I will not be forced to take on
该责任使我比原来多受一天罪
a responsibility that will make me live for one day longer than I want to.
你明白我意思吗
And you know that I mean what I say.
我知道这是错误的
I know that this is wrong.
无所谓对或错
There's neither right nor wrong.
我们的行为都以需要为基础
We act according to our needs.
我们需要什么呢？
And what are they?
你需要活下去并创造生命
Yours is a hellish desire to live and to create life.
你呢？
And yours?
我需要死去，永不超生
Mine is to be dead. Stone-dead.
如果你想吸根烟 我不会在意的
If you want to smoke a cigarette, I don't mind.
为什么告诉我这些事？
Why have you told me all this?
我看到你和你妈妈 我吓坏了
I saw you with your mother, and I was panic-stricken.
我不明白
I don't understand.
我想：“这是他妈妈”
I thought: That's his mother.
老而冷酷的妇女
An old woman, cold as ice,
比死更令人敬畏
more forbidding than death.
这是她的儿子
And this is her son,
他们相隔万里
and there are light-years between them.
他自己说他是行尸走肉
He himself says he's a living corpse.
艾瓦尔德也变得孤寂 冷酷和死气沉沉
And Evald is growing just as lonely, cold and dead.
我在想我肚子里的孩子
And I thought of the baby inside me.
照这样推理 他只能感受到冷酷和死亡
All along the line, there's nothing but cold and death
还有孤寂
and loneliness.
这些必须要结束
It must end somewhere.
但是你还是回到艾瓦尔德身边啊！
But you're going back to Evald!
回去就是告诉他 我不同意他的条件
To say I can't agree to his conditions.
我想要这孩子 没人能抢走他
I want this child. No one can take it from me.
就算我最爱的人也不行
Not even the man I love most of all.
我能帮你吗？
Can I help you?
没人能帮我
No one can help me.
我们都太老了 事态已经不可控制了
We are too old. Things have gone too far.
你们谈话后发生了什么事？
What happened after your talk?
没事，第二天我就离开了他
Nothing. I left him the next day.
他有没跟你联络？
Hasn't he gotten in touch with you?
-我不想我们会... -会什么？
- I don't want us to get... - To get what?
像今天在车上遇到的那对夫妇
Like those two in the car today.
我刚想起他们
I was just thinking of them.
令人想起了我自己的婚烟
It reminded me of my own marriage.
但我们互爱
But we love each other.
祝他长寿，祝他长寿
Long may he live Long may he live
祝他活到一百岁
May he live to be a hundred years old
听说你们今天有个大的典礼
We heard you're celebrating a grand occasion today.
谨献上鲜花，我们想说...
With these simple flowers we want to say
你当医生已经50个年头了 真是惊人
that we are very impressed that you've been a doctor for 50 years.
你一定是个有智慧的老人
We know you must be a very wise old man
你一定通晓生活的各方面
who knows everything about life
心中一定记得各种规则
and has learned all the instructions by heart.
谢谢
Thank you.
我们要走了。天色渐晚
Now we must go on. It's getting late.
你终于来啦
So you did come. Evald and I had given up hope.
艾瓦尔德和我几乎都不抱这个希望
旅途还愉快吧
A nice drive is relaxing, isn't it?
你要马上穿燕尾服
You'll have to get into your tails at once.
下午好，玛丽安 我告诉了艾瓦尔德你要来
Good afternoon, Marianne. I've told Evald you're coming.
谢谢。你真好
Thank you. That was most kind.
艾格达小姐，你终于来了
So you came after all, Miss Agda.
我以此为任 但却牺牲了我的乐趣
I considered it my duty. But my pleasure's been spoiled.
父亲，欢迎您
Welcome, Father.
你看到了，我带玛丽安来了
As you see, I've brought Marianne with me.
-玛丽安，你好 -我可以把东西放上楼吗？
- Hello, Marianne. - May I put my things upstairs?
爸，您还是去宾客房吗？
The guest room as usual, Father?
我帮你拿包裹。这很重
Let me take your bag. It's rather heavy.
-你们一路顺风吧 -对，很愉快
- Did you have a good trip? - Yes, it was pleasant.
这些年轻人是谁？
Who are those young people?
我不知道。他们人很好 他们要去意大利
I don't know. They're nice, and they're off to Italy.
-他们看起来像不坏 -对，是好人
- They seem nice. - Yes, they're very nice.
现在是4点15分
It's a quarter past 4:00.
我给你买了新的鞋带
I've bought you new shoelaces.
别操心，我明天就走
I'm leaving tomorrow, so don't worry.
-您去酒店吗？ -不是啊
- Are you going to a hotel? - No, why?
如果你不反对 我想和你共寝一室
Can't we share the bedroom for one more night? Unless you object.
-帮我解开行李吧 -见到你真高兴
- Give me a hand unpacking? - It's nice to see you.
而且很意外
And unexpected.
我也是
Same here.
一会我们要回去参加筵席吗？
Are we going on to the banquet afterwards?
对。我会通知斯腾伯格说我要陪个女士
Yes, I'll just call Stenberg and tell him I'll have a lady with me.
教授，快！
Hurry up, Professor!
在典礼期间...
During the ceremony,
我的思绪徘徊在今天发生的事里
my thoughts strayed to the day's events,
后来我决定...
and it was then I decided
写下所发生的事
to write down what had happened.
在这堆事中
In this jumble of events,
我似乎发现一种超常的逻辑
I seemed to discern an extraordinary logic.
典礼还愉快吗？
Did you enjoy the ceremony?
还行，谢谢
Yes, thank you.
艾格达小姐，你累了吗？
Are you tired, Miss Agda?
我不否认我累了
I won't deny it.
服我的安眠药吧
Take one of my sleeping pills.
艾格达小姐，今早的事真是抱歉
Miss Agda, I am sorry about this morning.
教授，你病了吗？
Are you ill, Professor?
没有。何出此言？
No. Why?
我不喜欢你用这语气说话
I don't like the sound of it.
我说抱歉，这很奇怪吗？
Is it so rare for me to say I'm sorry?
想拿桌子上的玻璃瓶吗？
Do you want the carafe on the table?
教授，谢谢你，晚安
Thank you anyway, Professor. Good night.
艾格达小姐
Miss Agda,
我们已经相识...
as we have known each other
多年
for so many years,
能否以对方的名字相称呢？
don't you think we could call each other Agda and Isak?
不，我不行
No, I don't.
为什么？
Why not?
教授，你刷牙了吗？
Have you brushed your teeth, Professor?
别套近乎，谢谢
No intimacies for me, thank you.
我俩自然就行了
It's all right between us as it is.
我们已经老了
But we are old now.
你为自己着想吧 一个女人爱护她的名声
Speak for yourself. A woman is jealous of her reputation.
如果我们以名字相称 人们会怎么想啊？
What would people think if we suddenly began to say Agda and Isak?
他们会嘲笑我们
They would make fun of us.
你总是正确的吗？
Are you always right?
几乎都是
Almost always.
到了我们这个年龄 我们应该通晓如何做
At our age, we should know how to behave.
晚安，教授。我把门给掩上
Good night, Professor. I'll leave the door ajar.
如果你有任何要求 你知道怎么找到我
You know where I am if you want anything.
伊萨克爷爷！你在队伍中显得很威风啊
Father Isak! You were splendid in the procession.
认识你真是我们的荣幸
We were terribly proud to know you.
我们要搭一个女孩的便车到汉堡
An old girl is giving us a lift all the way to Hamburg.
-安德斯爱上她 -别胡说
- Anders is mad about her. - Oh, be quiet.
我们来道别
We just wanted to say good-bye.
再见。谢谢你们跟我做伴
Good-bye. And thank you for your company.
我敬爱你
It's you I really love, you know.
今天，明天，永远
Today, tomorrow, always.
我会记得你
I'll remember.
来吧
Come on.
我们要走了
We have to go now.
写信给我
Let me hear from you.
-我想叔叔睡了 -艾瓦尔德！
- I think Uncle is asleep. - Evald!
爸，什么事？
Yes, Father?
你回来了？
Are you back already?
玛丽安的鞋跟掉了
Marianne lost the heel on a shoe.
你们要跳舞吗？
So you're going to the dance?
可能吧
I suppose so.
-爸爸，您好吗？ -很好
- How are you, Father? - Excellent.
-心脏还正常吗？ -很好
- Heart all right? - Excellent.
睡得好
Sleep well.
坐一会
Sit down a moment.
有什么特别的事吗？
Anything special?
你和玛丽安之间怎么了？
How is it to be between you and Marianne?
原谅我有此一问
Forgive my asking.
我不清楚
I don't know.
这不关我事，但...
It's not my business, but...
是否...
But wouldn't it...
我叫她和我一起住
I have asked her to stay with me.
你也...
Shouldn't you... I mean...
-我不能没有她 -你不想独自生活？
- I can't live without her. - You mean alone?
我不能没有她，这就是我想说的
I can't live without her. That's what I mean.
我明白了
Oh, I see.
正如她所想
It will be as she wants.
她...
And she...
她说会考虑一下
She says she'll think about it.
关于你的债务...
About that debt of yours...
别担心。我会还你的
Don't worry, you'll get your money.
我不是这个意思
That's not what I meant.
伊萨克叔叔，您好
How are you, Uncle Isak?
好，好
Fine. Just fine.
我的鞋跟掉了。这些鞋子可以吗？
I lost a heel. Will these shoes do?
非常好
They're very nice.
谢谢你们来陪我
Thanks for coming with me.
我喜欢你，玛丽安
I like you, Marianne.
我也喜欢你，伊萨克叔叔
I like you too, Uncle Isak.
如果我早上感到悲伤或担忧
If I have been worried or sad during the day,
童年的回忆将抚平我的痛楚
it often calms me to recall childhood memories.
晚上也是如此
I did so on this evening too.
伊萨克，野草莓已经吃完了
Isak, there are no wild strawberries left.
阿姨要你去找你的爸爸
Auntie wants you to look for your papa.
我们起航，在岛上另一边再见吧
We'll sail around and meet you at the other side of the island.
我找不到我的双亲
I can't find either Papa or Mama.
我来帮你
Come, I'll help you.